Creativity spurts

Written by jamie on April 13th, 2010

I am almost finished reading a book about creativity. I discovered it on my office bookshelf one day, and swiped it. (I will return it.) It’s a book filled with strategies to connect with your creativity, and release those great ideas that are bottled up inside you. Riddled with positive thinking, the author seems like one of those overly perky people you’d like to strangle before you’ve had your first cup of coffee. However, that perkiness works with the book, and he delivers some great ideas. From traveling to designing a creative space to playing to aromatherapy, there are tons of ways to get out of your rut and toss a creative spark onto the fire (or lack of) of your life.

I was drawn to this book because I have recently felt creatively dead.  I believe myself to be a creative person. Poetry, songwriting, scrapbooking, and photography have all been creative mediums in my life. In recent months though, I felt a little uninspired. I like to strive to do something creative each day, even if it’s just writing half a page in my journal. I went through a rut where there didn’t seem to be any creative fruits.

Since reading this book, I have found different creative outlets, and have tried things I didn’t think I’d ever try. Drew and I are slowly putting artwork on our walls. One of our spare bedrooms is a music room/chapel, and much of our decorations are music related. I was paging through a Michael’s Crafts ad one day and noticed canvas on sale. I had never tried real painting before, but as I stared at that ad, I had an idea in my head that I wanted to paint. We bought the canvas, paint, and brushes, and I tried my hand at painting. I was pleasantly surprised at the finished product. They are now hanging proudly on my wall.

My finished product...

... displayed proudly

I have tried other ideas that aren’t displayed quite so proudly. On Saturday night, I sat down with a glue stick, scissors, and a Better Homes and Gardens magazine, and hacked it up. I made a collage of “perk-ups,” things that make me smile, colors I like, or things that caught my eye. As cheesy as it seems, I stuck it on the fridge.

Should put my art on the fridge before I have kids that take all the space

I have one other creative spurt that I wanted to share. A couple of months ago at my job, I had the privilege of helping to throw a 100 year old a birthday party. She is an amazing woman, who is in incredible mental and physical shape for her age. We had the newspaper and a news channel there. She had a great day.

As I was cleaning up, I gathered the many balloons we had inflated. I had a vision of capturing a photograph of her among all the balloons. I told my boss, who thought it was a great idea, and helped me stage it. At first she stood next to them, draping her arms through the strings. It was cute, but not quite what I envisioned.

My boss continued to stage it, and then asked her to dive through the balloons. I began to rapid fire shots, and captured the image I had in my head.

Happy to be 100

I love the smile on her face, wrapped in all the colors of the balloons. Isn’t she cute?

I am thankful to have found many different creative mediums. Without them, I think I might go crazy.

 

My writing challenge

Written by jamie on April 12th, 2010

Drew and I have a few rituals that we have created within our marriage. One of my favorites is lying in bed at the end of the day and talking. We’ll decompress and talk through our day, often laughing out loud. Sometimes the laughter erupts into a wrestling match. Other times, we lay quietly in the dark, holding hands, and talk through deeper issues. Last night we had one of those deeper conversations.

I have struggled lately with my “professional” place in life. I have a steady job, with good benefits. I am thankful for this. Paid vacation is a new novelty for me. Although I enjoy my job and am thankful for it, I don’t love it. I am able to use my music degree in many aspects of the job, but I often wonder if I’ll spend the rest of my life playing shuffleboard. While games and activities can be fun, it’s not always fulfilling. Helping seniors is, and I try to keep my focus on that. It’s easy to lose that focus though.

As great as my job benefits are, the pay is not. I knew when I decided on a music degree that that would be the story of my life. I told God I was okay with that. I am a passionate person, and believe in following your passion. I have no problem living within my meager means. However, living within those means would be a lot more appealing if I LOVED my job. When you’re only okay with your job, it becomes a wee more frustrating.

It seems that every job turns into: I like it, but I wouldn’t want to do it for the rest of my life. Which leaves the question, what DO I want to do with the rest of my life? It’s a question that I struggle with daily. A few weeks ago, over a girl’s chocolate fondue and champagne night, I found I’m not the only one to struggle with this. One friend stated that she had heard that young professionals today aren’t looking for a career, but rather a series of experiences. That does sound true. I often feel restless, especially after spending three years on the road with the African Children’s Choir. Now that I’m in more of a 9 to 5 situation, it sometimes scares me to think, “Maybe this is all that’s left…”

I shared all this with Drew last night, and he listened attentively like the wonderful husband that he is. He asked me the question, “If you could do anything, what would you do?” My answer to this is usually, “I’d love to sing, to perform. But I don’t think I’d want the lifestyle that goes with that.” Although I do intend to continue singing, I’m not sure if I’ll be able to make a living out of it.

So then Drew asked, “What about your writing? You really enjoy that. Maybe you should pursue that more…” I hemmed and hawed a bit. Sure, writing’s great. But without a book deal, can you really make a living? I don’t know where to start!

He then threw out the challenge: write at least three blogs a week. At least 500 words, and no more than 600. The latter will be harder for me. If my writing is consistent in anything, it’s my longwinded-ness.

I’m accepting the challenge. I don’t know what will come out of it, but I know it will give me a chance to be creative and to share a bit of writing with my corner of the world.

Thanks for joining me.

 

Our vacation

Written by jamie on April 2nd, 2010

My parents took us to the Naples Pier. Lots of fishermen, pelicans, and dolphins!

We found a cute little park near Venice Beach and had some fun.

That same park had a nice pier.

There was some sort of bird convention on the water. I disturbed them.

At our dumpy little hotel on the beach, we relaxed in the hammock right by the crashing waves.

The warm sun felt great, but we were afraid to spend all day in the blazing rays.

We explored the north jetty at Venice Beach. This little bird paused for a picture.

At the end of the jetty, the waves crashed so high I was shielding my camera.

There was a dolphin emerging from the water. I only wished I had a bigger zoom.

On Venice Beach, we searched for shark's teeth.

We didn't find any.

We stayed for the sunset.

So pretty...

Almost gone...

Thanks, beach, for a good week.

 

How I spent my sunny Saturday

Written by jamie on March 22nd, 2010