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This week

Monday, March 28th, 2011

So my boss is a bum. She’s leaving me behind to go on an incredible adventure of organic farming, house remodeling, and baby making. Her last day was Friday and we had a tearful farewell celebration. This week marks the first week of walking into the office that we no longer share. It’s going to be weird. We’ve grown quite close over the past two years. I’ve had several thoughts over the weekend of, “I need to tell Michelle this on Monday,” only to be reminded that she won’t be there. Granted, we’re having her and her husband over for dinner tonight before they skip town tomorrow, but it’s not quite the same.

This week I am on my own. Luckily, I have only one week before her replacement arrives, and I am looking forward to working with her. She is energetic and filled with fresh, new ideas. But there is still this week, where decisions fall to me, and all responsibility is on me. I’m not too worried, as I have the support of many, but the idea does make me tired. I am struggling to maintain momentum in my job and I am counting down the days to a vacation that is not quite scheduled.

Luckily I had a relaxing weekend filled with scrap booking, one of my favorite hobbies that gets shoved into boxes and forgotten far too often. The tangible act of cutting paper and making pretty designs helped me relax this weekend, and I hope that will carry me through the week. I have a feeling I will be picking it back up several times this week, if my schedule allows.

Here goes nothing.

Missing Africa

Friday, March 25th, 2011

I had one of those weird dreams that I have no idea how my brain came up with last night.

I was traveling, on tour doing I don’t even know what. I was on a bus with my boss and several other faceless people. We pulled into our venue, and there was an African Children’s Choir bus. I began to get excited, and my boss just smiled, because she knew they were going to be there and was planning on surprising me. I raced inside with the rest of the group behind me, and we found the choir in devotions. Devotions were my favorite part of touring with the choir; a fun time of singing, dancing, and praising God. They were singing a Luganda song that I knew, and I jumped into the room, clapping my hands and singing along. Then they sang the verse of the song in English, as they often did, and here’s what they sang:

“Dreidel, dreidel, dreidel, I made it out of clay…”

I have no idea where my brain pulled that from. As far as I know, there’s no Luganda version of that song.

Aside from having the stupid dreidel song stuck in my head, I woke up missing my kids just a little. Then when I popped onto gmail to e-mail my tour buddy this story (which I know she’ll find hysterical), the chat window popped up, and one of my sweet African friends chatted with me for a few minutes. He filled me in on the busyness of his life, the website he and a friend have been working on, and another organization that he is helping to start. Just those few minutes chatting with him made me miss him, all my African friends, and Africa in general.

I am hoping and praying I can return to Uganda soon. I want to feel the red dirt between my sandaled feet and get the many hugs from dear friends that I am so overdue on. I made a connection with so many special people while on tour and I miss them. Facebook and gmail are wonderful and I am able to keep in touch that way, but it’s just not the same.

Here’s hoping I can find myself back there, singing with them, dreidels or not.

Hello Spring

Tuesday, March 22nd, 2011

 

Reflections of a good weekend

Monday, March 21st, 2011

My weekend:

– I had breakfast with a sweet friend at my favorite restaurant. It had been way too long since we’d seen each other, and we had way too much to catch up on.

– Housecleaning. Doesn’t sound like fun, but getting the dust bunnies off the floor makes me feel better and more relaxed. Cleaning with Bill Engvall on in the background makes it much more entertaining.

– Laundry. Again, doesn’t sound fun, but it actually is with our new washer and dryer! Lots of fun buttons and dings! Plus, I found a way to get those nasty, lingering B.O. smells out of my shirts. Vinegar is a wonderful thing.

– I decided to be overambitious in my yoga practice. I tried an hour long video that about killed me. I pushed through and did what I could and actually felt good after I was done.

– Ran errands with the hubby. Used gift cards to pay for most of it. Used very little of our own $. Dave would be so proud.

– Didn’t have to cook dinner and finished up some leftovers.

– Drank some wine and got a little giddy.

– Played Wii while giddy and still managed to beat Drew on baseball. I played until my triceps were screaming. Wii + intense yoga workout = OW.

– Slept in and enjoyed a great breakfast made by my wonderful hubby. And two cups of coffee. That makes for a great morning.

Balanced eggs.

– Had some scrapbook inspiration, and although I didn’t actually get any pages done, I’m getting closer!

– Enjoyed dinner out while listening to a friend play live music.

– Had a good night’s sleep and actually feeling ready to tackle my week.