I have so many things I wanted to get done this weekend, but I am just not feeling it. Maybe it’s the intense heat with heat indexes (indexi?) of 110. Maybe it’s the fact that I didn’t sleep so great this week and it’s catching up to me. (Ask Drew about our little hundred footed visitor that crawled across his pillow AND face in the middle of the night which then proceeded to play a game of hide and seek with us after we switched the lights on. He won. We never found him. Sleep wasn’t so great the rest of the night…) Whatever the reason, I am having trouble motivating myself to do much of anything. I’m feeling absolutely drained. I’d take a nap, but I’ll probably just go to bed in a few hours.
I thought maybe writing a blog post would be good. Sometimes I need to push through the blah-ness and force myself to work on things. Often when I do, I emerge with a great finished product and I’m feeling better too. However, I don’t think this is the case tonight. I am sitting here, trying to force something out and I don’t think it’s working very well. Rather than energizing my brain, I think I’m just draining it more.
Sometimes I think I just need to realize that it is Sunday, the weekend, and it’s okay to be unproductive. It’s okay to sit and be blah. I can sit and do nothing. It is okay.
Tonight is a perfect night to watch the Redbox movie we rented and cuddle up next to the hubby. With that, I’m turning my brain off now.