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Tuesday, December 21st, 2010

I finally cleared enough counter space to set out my Nativity set. It’s nothing big and fancy, and there’s really no sentimental value to it. I think I grabbed it at an after Christmas sale. Nonetheless, I love to unpack it from it’s box and set each little figurine in their designated spot around the manger. My set even came with a barn, with a place for a lightbulb to pop in the back. It’s rather pretty when all lit up. Sadly, the bulb decided not to work this year, but I’m sure my handy husband will find a way to fix it.

I remember years ago, watching my older nephew, Christian, for an afternoon during the Christmas season. I think he must have been about four. Mom was probably trying to get a bit of last minute shopping done, and I took him off her hands for a bit. We played around awhile, and he stumbled upon my Nativity (not literally). I had it sitting on a coffee table, and he instantly became intrigued by it. I was a little leery of letting him play with porcelain figurines, but decided they were sturdy enough for his little hands, and he was playing on carpet. If he dropped one, it would probably just bounce, no worse for wear. Besides, I figured it would be good for him to be allowed to play with a real live Bible story. I’m sure he started talking to each wise man and shepherd as he maneuvered each one. I smiled, saw that he was being very careful with it, and left him for a few minutes while he was occupied.

When I returned, I found that he had rearranged my Nativity. I had it set up in the usual way; Mary and Joseph on respective sides of Jesus with the angel behind, and wise men, shepherds, and sheep standing off to the side, not too close to Jesus, and facing the admirer of the Nativity.

He had rearranged each figurine to huddle around Jesus in one big circle.

He said nothing about it, and when he was done, he left and became occupied with something else. I smiled at the huddle around the manger, and stopped myself when I went to put it back. I decided this was a much more accurate depiction of the whole Nativity and decided to leave it just the way he had set it for the remainder of the season. Every year since when I set it up, I smile when I remember the cute little huddle set up.

Years later, when he was perhaps seven, he and his younger brother stumbled across another Nativity set while I was with them. I thought back to that tender moment and smiled, waiting for another angelic, child-like faith moment. He grabbed one of the figurines and declared with all his boyish energy:

“And then a giant rocket came down and…”

“Okay, let’s go play with something else,” I said, as I wrenched the poor wise man from his fingers.

Boys will be boys. I’m sure Mr. Bean would have appreciated it.

Christmas

Tuesday, December 14th, 2010

I am a Christmas fanatic and I am not ashamed. I am excited when Christmas decorations begin appearing after Thanksgiving (although I do believe the way that stores begin popping up Christmas stuff after Halloween is a bit excessive) and I love listening to pretty much nothing but Christmas music throughout the month of December. I love lights, ornaments, the smell of pine, pretty gifts wrapped in fancy bows, and snowmen (although I have to relish in the fake ones, not having much of a chance to make one for real).

I have happy memories of Christmas.

I remember cheese and crackers on Christmas Eve. I remember riding in the car on the way to church on Christmas Eve, so giddy with excitement I could barely contain myself.

I remember eerily beautiful choir renditions of carols. I remember pulling out the special Christmas records every year, and listening to Silver Bells and The Little Drummer Boy.

I remember my sister playing the orchestral version of Sleigh Ride and putting on a special dance performance just for five year old me, complete with realistic horse gallops across the living room. I remember being surprised years later when I discovered there were words to that song.

I remember putting out milk and cookies for Santa. I remember leaving a not so great cookie out for Santa and finding it in the morning with one bite taken out of it. I remember finding a crumpled beer can next to the empty plate of cookies every Christmas morning, with my dad complaining that Santa stole one of his beers yet again.

I remember jumping on the bed every year, trying to drag my dad out of bed who was shoving his pillow over his head, mumbling that we could just save the presents for next year. I remember loads of wrapping paper thrown into the hallway, much to the kitties’ glee.

I remember carefully helping my mom unwrap our nativity set, taking extra special care with baby Jesus. I remember getting a wrapped gift from my Aunt Char every year, knowing it was a handmade ornament. I remember every year pulling out the Christmas decorations and lovingly hanging those handmade ornaments in special places. I remember my special handmade Rudolph ornament made from clothespins that I have hung on every tree since I made it.

I remember my mom giving me a Steven Curtis Chapman Christmas CD early so I could listen to it throughout the season, and I do not remember a single other gift from that year.

I remember stringing lights up outside the house and like a lightbulb going off in my head, making the realization that it was the Christmas season that I loved so much, not just Christmas Day.

I remember walking through the neighborhood in the chilly air, admiring the lights.

I remember celebrating Christmas away from my home and my family, miles and miles away in California, with 24 excited African children. I remember decorating a tree and a cabin that year. I remember celebrating the next Christmas at my home, with my family, and yet missing my African family.

I remember decorating a tree with my four year old nephew, and having most ornaments three feet and under. I remember sitting quietly by Christmas trees and worshipping. I remember helping my soon to be husband decorate his first tree of his own. I remember getting a wedding gift of a free, big, beautiful, live Christmas tree and coming home to the fresh scent of pine. I remember moving the day after Christmas and being so upset that we were not able to put up a tree. I remember that same year sitting in front of a beautiful tree in quiet on Christmas Eve before taking communion. I remember pulling our cute little tree out of the box and putting it up in the living room of our new home.

I am thankful for each and every memory and look forward to creating many more.