I’ve been reading a writing blog by Jeff Goins lately. I highly recommend it. He’s got some great writing tips. Yesterday, he approached the topic of the post Christmas blues, something I deal with annually. He encouraged people to write about it, in order to process through the emotions. This is my effort to do that.
I am a Christmas junkie. I love the music, the lights, the feeling of utter peace on earth (except at the mall). Almost everything about the season makes me smile.
I remember as a child making the connection that it was not the gifts that was so cool about the season; it was everything leading up to that. It was the anticipation, the enjoyment of all the things surrounding the season that made me so happy. The week between Christmas and New Year’s was a week of conflicted emotions. January 1st was the saddest day of the year for me, because it was the day we had to take the Christmas decorations down. I hated that day and usually spent the whole time fighting back tears.
As an adult, I still struggle with those post Christmas blues. The days between Christmas and New Year’s are such a let down. The 24/7 holiday music station is back to regularly scheduled programming, stores tear down the holiday displays to make room for Valentine’s candy, and live Christmas trees lie discarded at the end of driveways. Whoa… what happened? Christmas is over, so let’s get rid of all signs of it?
Sometimes I feel guilt after Christmas because I didn’t adequately “enjoy” the season. I didn’t spend enough quiet time soaking in Christmas lights, I didn’t pull out all of my Christmas CDs to listen to, I didn’t bake a single batch of cookies. I want a do over. I’m so busy the whole month of December that I didn’t have enough time to soak in all the glories of my favorite holiday.
I’ve found I have to “wean myself off” Christmas. Though many people enjoy taking the time between Christmas and New Year’s to get all the Christmas stuff down and packed away, I enjoy having the tree up for a little bit longer. Basking in the glow of the tree is a way for me to relax, so I’m in no rush to take it down. While the rest of the world moves on and leaves Christmas in a pile of wrapping paper memories, I take some time to say goodbye.
As Christmas fades away and I try to get back to “normal” life, I remember all the other good things that life has. New Year’s brings a chance to work on and better myself and anticipate what the next year will bring. As I get myself out of my 24/7 Christmas music mode, I’m pleased to rediscover all those songs that I haven’t listened to for a month. I love how my body feels when it’s not gorging itself on whatever sweet crap is lying around. And I remind myself that the baby Jesus is growing up, and He needs to be worshipped too.
Post Christmas is sad and often a big let down, but life goes on, and it needs to be lived.



